Camp this year's so, hard. Changes in the squad I used to love a lot, seniors signing off, screwing up in front of my juniors, standard4s passing out.. It's just this empty feeling I get, sort of happy, but yet sad, disappointed, yet angry, and scared. I wonder how the rest of my SJ life will be like, but I'm happy to realise that I have a bunch of juniors who are really helpful, and yet I realise how useless I am in front of them.. I still remember all of us, when we were standard1s, saying that we won't cry during other pops but yet.. all I can say is that, the standard4s this year really did a lot, yet we don't realise it until the very last minute.. I'm turning so sensitive now, and I don't even feel like going out but........ And Jade just reminded me that, we are taking over, and next year, will be our pop............
Yuck I hate this weird kind of feeling.
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