In my life Your will be done.

This hits me hard, hard on my head.
Many times when we do worship, when we worship our Lord, it becomes such a routine for us to sing the songs, to raise our hands... At least for me, it became a routine. By chance God gave me, I went to Kim's blog and came across this video.

I was looking at how these people indulged in His presence, literally giving up their all for Him, closing their eyes as He embraces everyone of them, with their hands held high and eyes tightly closed. I cried, and questioned myself, what have I done to show Him my limited love for Him, and what has He done to shower me with His love and grace.
Then, all my empty promises to Him, I'm not a good kid.
Thank You God, for because of You, we experience happenings, for it is You, who keeps my life going, and for You, I will try harder. I will not apologise Lord, for You forgives me, so readily, and sorry would be an understatement, because You look at the heart, not the words, nor the actions, and I've dissappointed You again and again.

God,
I really pray for You, to pull me back towards You. God I want to love You more, and even though I know by saying this, You will throw challenges at me and make me in discomfort, but God, I want to grow, I desire to grow more towards You. Change me God, for only You can, and You will. I don't want to be tied down by nonsensical things God. And God, thank You for letting me focus on You, and forgo all the temptations I was troubled by.
God, I want to pray for more people to experience Your amazing love, I want to pray that even at out darkest times, we will not forget Your awesomeness, Your grace, and Your love, instead, we will pull through every circumstances with You in our minds.
I LOVE YOU GOD.
In Jesus' name, amen.

All I can say now, is that God's love is amazing, simply amazing, amen.