还是谢谢你让我长大了
And today I close another chapter in my heart, proper closure.
After a year of emotional roller coasters, happiness, love, tears and anxiety; 5-6 months of crying, questioning and running. I think I shouldn't delude myself that I am okay.
For the fact is that I was not. I am still not. But I will be.
I'm not letting myself fall into the trap of an abusive relationship, or even friendship.
Not letting myself get affected by someone that selfish.
I'm not here today to satisfy the needs of one soul.
I'm not here to save any souls.
I'm not here to fix anyone.
I love, I loved and today, I'm learning to love myself a little bit more.
Giving up does not mean that I was not persistent enough, giving up does not mean that I had no perseverance.
It's simply that I've tried my best, I've tried till I let myself get hurt. Hence, I'm going to stop.
I was damaged, I stopped the damage. And it's probably time to undo the damages on my own.
My heart hasn't made this much sense in a long while.
I'm glad it did today.
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