sometimes you just need a break, a seclusion from all things around you. when people say that they feel the world's tumbling down on them, i didn't quite believe and these few months i could see my world falling into bits and pieces and disappearing right in front of me. i often tell people that they can only be stronger than who they think they can be but on the contrary i wanna give up and i wanna give in to this dark abyss. i just want to be weak for once and maybe some sort of hero will appear and then save me, or something. i don't know. my brain is too tired to think.