Hey.

Been awhile since I felt this strongly about something, and it's definitely been awhile since you came to my mind. 

Honestly not ready and honestly tried my best in making something that wasn't meant to be, meant to be. 

You get what I mean. 

I do miss getting excited over the little things with someone. Being all happy over just Honey Dijon chips, curry chicken, asam prawns and even Nespresso coffee. 

I do miss growing up and growing apart with someone. That even if we were mounding into more independent people, we have a common cause, a common goal and a deeper common understanding. 

I do miss enjoying the better side of life with someone. Getting happy over pay day and over buying pretty things. Feeling satisfied watching a good show and having a good meal. 

I do miss seeing the worst of each other and then choosing to stay. I miss heated arguments and then sincere apologies. I miss how even when things weren't good we still understood each other. Or we tried to understand each other. 

Maybe it's 3:50AM and for the fact that I'm mentally exhausted that I've grammatical errors all over this piece just like how my thoughts are all over the place. 

All in all I just missed the idea of you today and I just missed someone who'd get me to talk to.