Kuoloon mentioned how I always write when I'm unhappy.
And I think he's very right.
Honestly speaking I'm not sure where life is standing for me and I'm not sure where I'm going to end up at, I'm not even sure what I'm fighting for or what I can fight for. The year is coming to an end ans I cannot help but feel that this chapter of 2016 did not end off beautifully - something is desperately missing.
2016 seems like a year I got lost and never found my way again.
I feel like I prioritised all the wrong things and neglected what could've been, the better ones. And it feels like I hit rock bottom but never found my way up. It's like, 2016 was such a huge mess and I cannot find a way to clean it up.
I don't even dare to wish for 2017 to be better because, I no longer see how anything can even be better.
Think I've just lost the warrior in me and caving in to every single disappointment that ever occured in my life.
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Hey ya I was from Dunman! Hence the 10 year gap. Don't worry about the disappointment - they come and go. Just remember they are there to make every happy moment sweeter and the right decisions ever more satisfying! To a better 2017 for both of us!:)
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