Beers and cigarettes at midnights.

I'm missing so much things right now........
Quarreling with parents hasn't always been what I enjoyed, I've been trying so hard, having lesser nights out and still, as screwed as usual. Furthermore, I was out late at a formal dinner! You make me laugh, Dad, make me laugh hard. I could've went crazy because of your obssesive behaviour, of your fears for death, because you are a nothing but a big fat useless coward. I don't know what to say, nothing left to say.

Thank you PrawnYY for being there, just listening to my terrible noise of sniffing, tearing and muffled-like-crazy talking, I really dk how I'd survive last night without you.
And Xavier............. I knew it, I knew something screwed will happen when you're not around, I really miss you.

"Have courage" was what my dream told me last night.