Hold your breath to breathe your empty reality.

Closed my nice'ol Xanga, I think it was a moment of impulse, but I don't regret it. Some things are meant to be erased, permenantly, with confirmation that it's gone forever. Those that're still deeply etched inside, just let them be, they'll wash away somehow, by tears, by whatsoever. It's like a total clean up.
Don't really understand what I'm talking about either, hooboy. Weird yes no ha ha, I need heart-to-hearts pretty desperately, and late nights out, people making me going back to my old ways, jackasses, pfft. Part of me is hoping to just get on with life and thinking about how I will fall to the bottom of the pit next year, the other part is flying to Cheena to find my only confide, think I'm contradicting myself, chiko luh.

I don't want to blog anymore ha ha, waste my time, meaningless and only makes me angrier when I read some websites. ):
And now, to those that frequent my journal, copy and paste whatever shitass I've wrote up there into their own blogs:

I'm sorry, you've lost another source to copy, to have no originality and to fake to be somebody else. I know you've been trying hard to raise your own standards by lowering others and repeat whatever someone else had mentioned. Well, You can choose to find a new source, or just fuck yourself, grow a dick, get a life and then die alright? Don't get too depressed horr. (:

"The end is such a scary place to start, everything is torn apart, I don't know where to go from here." Okay, I have so much more to say, to rant about, but I shall not, because it's irritating, I know. Don't know where to go from here, but I'll figure out, somehow.

I wear this angel's crown,
To cover up my devil's frown.
And upon my broken chest,
Lay a struggle between loneliness.

Emotional emotional piece of shit junk, but yeah I'm not feeling very happy now, so, fuck whatever the world's up to and I really hate fats and pimples.

Time check; 25 December, 1:35AM. I was reading through Messenger's History of this particular person and the conversation made me laughed, pretty hard. Omg I thank that person for being so silly and everything. (:
Anyhoo, thought I'll be nice to drop by and wish whoever's reading this a........
Happy Christmas and Merry New Year. :D